Merry Christmas [and goobye...]?

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays, everyone!

And I was going to wait for the new year, but, I made a new blog over at blogger.

http://witchyelphaba.blogspot.com/

I don't think I'll post here anymore. But feel free to drop by and check out my blogger.

Anyways, I have to go to work now, and do last minute shopping as well o.O

Not to sound emo...

But sometimes people really don't get me. Like, people will try to tell me that my actions and such aren't correct and that I really should think through things before saying something or doing something. I do. Most of the time, but a good majority of the time. Hence why I can be a quiet person, because I soak things in instead of skimming things and not listening to reason.

It's just, I really know what I'm doing. I realized that every action anyone makes will end up hurting someone, so I've started to do my best to not hesitate. Yet I get so mad when people attempt to lecture me or "try to set me straight", because they may not know the true motives behind my actions.

Meh, whatever. I'm in a pretty pissed off mood. I really do hate the DMV with a passion now. I get there 5-minutes late due to the rain, and they tell me to reschedule. -_- what the fuck. I've had it with the Pomona DMV. My sister in law scheduled one for me in Norco for Monday.

Listening to "Saigo no Kajitsu" by Maaya Sakamoto, from Tsubasa: Tokyo Revelations. Pretty song. Especially the translations.

nee boku wa, boku wa shiritai
aisuru tte donna koto?
kimi ga hohoemu to sekai wa sukoshi furuete kagayaita
marude kokyuu suru you ni ugokidashita

Hey, I want to know, want to know
What's it liked to be loved?
When you smile, the world gently shakes and glimmers
Just as though it were breathing, it started moving.

I'm still on a Tsubasa high. No, I don't plan on trying to get help. I like it XP I need a new chapter, or the next instalment to the OVA.

I'm thankful for having made it this far.

Seven months ago, I thought the world would never shine and smile for me anymore. Yet I have the most amazing people surrounding me to ensure my world stayes bright and happy. Of course it rains and thunders occassionally, and it is almost always partly cloudy, nevertheless, it is bright and full of life.

I'm thankful for my friends. Whether it's to just lie there in the middle of the living room and laugh at absolutely nothing and act as if we're potheads when we're only high on life, or to ask for advice, or for a shoulder, or to ask for rides. I love and cherish my friends very much ^_^

I'm thankful for the anime and manga and video games I've been introduced to because it linked me with my closest friends. My friends who made me such a crazy nut, my friends who I spazz over fictional characters and fantasy storylines. I'm not grateful for the anime and manga and stuff itself, more for the links it's created with people ^_^

I'm thankful for my family, although a bit rocky and unusual, they still love me. For a dad who only fears the day I'll no longer be under his care, but under the care of myself, and for a brother who really loves me despite the teasing and beat-ups. For a sister in law who's grown into the sister I never had [not that I regret having a brother but...I'm sure having a sister is fun too!], and for a niece who runs up to me and grabs my hand and cries until I go play with her. And for a mom who isn't quite here, but will always be here no matter what.

I'm thankful for a lot of things. For being able to go to school. For being able to get a job in a place I know I'll enjoy. I'd be thankful for being able to drive but the DMV doesn't quite like me right now [stupid DMV...]

I'm thankful to be alive one more year. Let's see what I'll be thankful for next year ^_^

Have a wonderful Thanksgiving, everybody!

And, er, a Black Friday too XD

So, I have a job.

Yay!

At Barnes and Nobles. Woot woot!! I'm working in the Starbucks Cafe...oh gez I'm so happy!

I'm actually hoping to work on Black Friday...I get to go in early then have the rest of the day off...'cause Kim, Miguel, Alison, and possibly Emily and I are getting together to watch the Tsubasa: Tokyo Revelations OVA. Waaahhh it's been out for more than 3 days and I'm DYING to see it...

But things are turning around now. Yay! Let's hope it stays like that for a bit..